So fucking frustrated, can it be after spring break already!? I need a release!!!!! >_< Let the listening of triggering music begin!! Good thing they’re on my youtube playlist and I don’t have to search them up anymore.
It’s pretty sad that i’m holding on to the scars that are on my arm till after spring break when I can cut again. They’re faint pink and white lines but I love them so much. Oh and yesterday made 2 weeks free…whatever that counts for…
Just want to take a minute to thank God for the people I’ve been blessed with in my life! Only these girls can make everything better again by just being themselves. E is my biggest blessing since coming to college! We spent the day together with another sister and it was so much fun, but then my day went to shit and I was sitting in my room crying all alone. I called E and she talked to me until I felt better and stopped crying, even cracked a few jokes being the goof she is. Then I went over to her place and K was there too of course so the 3 of us hung out talked and watched a movie. Just being with them makes me feel so much better. Everything E said also helped a lot we can be very similar, this was that time and it helped. I’m just so blessed with them in my life and I hope they stay in my life forever! Love you always!
I want my own space! I just want to be able to sit in bed cry and do what ever I want to feel better without worry someone else is in the room. Can I please just be alone for like 5 minutes?! I honestly need a good cry so badly.